Year: 2022

The first time I heard the words, deficit remediation, I was doing a personality test called strengthsfinder. I had done several personality tests over my life when I was young.  This was the first one I had done when I was old.  My pastor was getting his masters, and one of his courses required him to be certified to do the strengthsfinder test.  At that time you…

My life is fragile. It is not robust. I have been thinking about my life, my fragile life.  I remember that day after my stroke when several people came to my house to pray for me. As we talked, I was asked what I wanted them to pray for. My left eye, my numbness, my strength, they wanted some guidance as they prayed. My answer was this:…

I have been playing instead of writing. Playing in the garage making something pretty cool.   This is a 1/10 scale model of the highest platform of the bridge. The bridge that I have been doing some design work on. On the elevation it is labeled “L”.  For the last year I have been working, very sporadically, on designing and resiteing the bridge. It took 8 trips…

So I have been working on something different. If you recall, I said I wanted to post something once a week for a year, as therapy, to work on my writing. In reality, that hasn’t happened.  My last post was the 24th post this year. If you’re wondering, this is the 43th week of the year. Which is fine, but yeah, every two weeks is what I’ve…

We were discussing an idea at the BBQ after church this week. Here it is, should we focus on heaven, instead of focusing on earth. Daniel, one of our pastors had raised the question during the sermon, the first sermon in the new series called, Eternity / Where am I Headed.  I had written this on the handout, ”focus on things that last vs. trying to live…

I have always liked tools. My garage is full of them. Unfortunately, most of them will not be used anymore, not by me anyways. But I’m keeping them, at least some of them. I like that tools can help me create things, beautiful things and useful things.  Although I have a pretty robust toolbox of tools, I realize now that I am using tools of a different…

My church is currently in a series of sermons on the first three chapters of the bible. It is called “Origins”. Granted, by the time I finish this post, we will likely be studying something else. But that is fine. Its cracking me up, how God works. I started working on my last post three weeks ago. What I was planning to write about was this: I…

If you have been following my journey you have probably noticed that I occasionally post what I have been doing, things like hobbies that I am relearning, or working on my house. That had been part of my recovery. Unfortunately, this isn’t that. It isn’t something that I have been working on, at least since my stroke. But still, I am going to call this something that…

For practicing writing, for practicing thinking, for processing what is happening in my life, and because it is so important, I thought I would share some of my worldview. Everyone has a worldview of some type. You have one, even if you have never thought about it. It is a foundation that we build upon to understand this world we live in. Hence the name, worldview.    I…

So far, I have one entry on my newly made bucket list.  Hiking up Cucamonga peak. Or maybe it could be more aptly called a list of seemingly impossible dreams. After all, I can’t hike. I can walk for one and a half miles, as long as it is dead level. But 12 miles and 4000’ of elevation change–well it seems impossible.  So maybe it isn’t actually…